'Confusion' has become a permanent stable state and seldom there occurs a transition to that other quasi stable state.(This proves I've read monostable multivibrators yesterday.Its volatile and I hope I'll retain it at least till my sems-that being the sole reason of studying)
Anyways not here to discuss multivibrators.I am confused(as always and tell me who isn't?)
There's a quote in my room(handwritten and put by me) which reads:
"You have to do what you have to do,to do what you want to do."
-The Great Debaters
And I was wondering and its so damn confusing.I don't know what I want to do(as in I'm not sure whether that's the best/right thing for me).I don't know what I don't want to do(as in whether/if I can, will I be happy?).A few days ago my younger sis brought up the topic of NFTE.I hadn't heard of such an abbreviation related to engg. means I know of red dots,black dots etc. but NFTE....no idea.So she clarified-NFTE stands for Not Fit for Technical Education and its a certificate issued by university.
I cried foul....I've not yet been awarded that.And its no surprise that my siblings agreed.I definitely deserve that.There's still hope-I have another year left :)
Of all ages this hell of economic depression/recession had to befall on us.As one of my frnd says-'we' are the 'choosen one.'
Dearth of jobs....sadly no dearth of expectations(others)-level hasn't lowered even.
What are we gonna do?????No Idea.
I tried to talk/reason with ma about this great economic recession and she repeated the same thing over again that getting a job won't matter to someone who knows her studies(and it means me!!!wow!).Good joke.I don't know how I'm gonna explain this to her that I suck in all subjects(correction:subjects suck) and I've screwed almost all my papers(barely managed to clear) and the fact that I don't regret(really nish ???) any of it.
I've no idea where this post is going....better I stop before it becomes a pathetic "Dear Diary" one.
P.S:I love my dear diary.
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Dear Diary is very right..
Ive been busy for a while, but Ill start writing next week onwards.
just for you, my faithful reader, Ive written a new blog post. Hope it does not dissapoint.
From what I've read from this blog, you really are NFTE. You're definitely more intelligent than that! :D
Life keeps on springing up surprizes. You won't believe the number of opportunities that'll come your way. Seize any one of them and shine away babes.
@swami:maybe life does throws opportunities..I'm just a very bad catcher.
and depressed did my blog sound?:)
P.S:I hate the word 'babes'.
*how depressed?
Far from depressed. And about the catching,I'm learning as well :-)
P.S: I love the word 'babes'. Guys are called 'babua' and gals are called 'babes'. Period.
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