Your pronounced absence seeps into every task at hand sucking out the chirpiness out of it and instead leaves behind a thud of resentment and irritation.
Whereforth did it gain such strength to impose itself even on those things from which she never imagined she could be distracted?
Answer: from within her own self.
How can one yearn for space and the very next moment not only demand possessiveness but raise tempests upon its denial?
Chaos and confusion within and around.The environment/surroundings without faltering or betraying even once truthfully reflect our mood.
Add to all this the intrusion of Ms.Deshpande's Binding Vine.I should congratulate myself on the opportune moment I chose to read it.The timing couldn't have been more apt...
...If I was in a lesser state of agitation, she made sure to let resurface all those matters which I cautiously keep shut down.If anything I was forced into brooding and not on any simple thing, but the psyche and that too the utterly complex female psyche.
Why don't you spare me all these???
Ya, ya I know ....idle musings.